Watching God work

I just wanted to share what Ive been going thru as of recently. Back before Christmas 2012 I had a full blown gran-Mal seizure. Was sent to hospital. They put me on a new prescription. I continued on the medicine until this past week.  When I told a few ladies at Mountain View Church about my seizures so they could start praying for me.  Was continuing to have smaller seizures until about a week ago( when I asked them to start praying for me).  I still continue the medicine for the "just in case" I have another'n. But I dont feel the same I feel just as I did before these things started. I Give God Praise for working in me.

6 years??

So recently it has been brought to my attention that people in my apartment complex hear my husband yelling at me all the time.  Its brought me to a place where I am evaluating my marriage of almost 6 years (Nov 12th is our anniv).  Don't get me wrong I do deeply and dearly love my husband, but is it sad that I no longer respond or react to his "bipolar" fits?  Am I becoming numb to all of the belittling, and mind games?  Am I going numb of all the mentally manipulative mood swings?